Monday, March 26, 2007
12:17:26 AM
Lately, I found myself only lying back in my room, listening to Tarou’s voice and lazing around… I felt so comfortable and felt like doing nothing that due to my opinion isn’t comfortable, such as DDR and study. I’m becoming a very lazy girl.
And I think… that’s not really healthy way of living.
Of course it’s not Tarou’s fault… I’m still so thankful that it helped me a lot when I’m sad and down, no regrets! It’s just I’m deeply addicted to his voice. Now I think I’m going to limit his voice to make things better… so maybe I should do everything 1st then spent my waste time to drawn in his voice again.
Yesterday my friends sleep in my house then when we want to go out; I just left my room with Tarou’s voice still on, while I turn off the other electricity. It’s like his voice is already part of my body, it played in my heart so I don’t even realize that I played it on a dvd player…. So I dun have to turn off anything….
His voice is really something ne…. it gets me so comfortable with myself and everything around me… everything become beautiful enough, and I wish time would just stop and all I do is just drawn in him and his voice forever.
That sounds scary, yes… but it felt so good…
OKAY! I have to make new schedule and push myself to obey it everyday!!!
Yeah… this is like the 10000th time and I never succeed more than a week…
BUT I HAVE TO!!!
Do not listen to pura just when I got home, instead clean my room, check schedule, DDR, take a bath, doing task (while listening to Pura) then just close my eyes and got drowned…
Aaahhhh……… how come a voice can be so beautiful….?
Now I’m being sooooo in trance …
Just before I write this I’m listening to ghost then out of nothing I just sighed like
‘Haaaahhhnnn….’ When I heard him sing coz I got a massive shivers.
And I’m getting
‘WTF??? What kind of weird voice is dat!!?? I never know I can do it!?’
Before I usually only ‘gawd… what a voice…’ but lately it’s getting worse and worse.
It is obvious dat it made me out of my conscious mind….
I’M JUST MOANING OVER HIS VOICE
Maybe he is a God.
Or he stole God’s voice ^^
I have overcome it for while… while his voice attack my soberness, I manage turn it off then come out to cook rice with salt and secret ingredients ^^ then frying eggs neatly, then make some tamago sushi for tomorrow… I’m sure I’m getting fat now… but it is better than doing nothing and kept dreaming away…… his face and voice is soo….
YOSH!! *slappingmyself*
I have to make the schedule TOMORROW!!! Yosh!!!!
~Juwd~
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