Still the same day…
6:57:59 AM
I just got a missed call for some number I dunno… this is the chat through sms:
Me: who’s this?
?? : hello dear, can I know your name? which school are u from? I’m sorry to bother you, my name is Grez… but may I know ur name?
Me: I’m a girl…
(becoz it is said that the name is Grez… usually girl want a boy right? so I don’t want her to be disappointed later)
?? : oh, I’m a boy. My real name is …. (I can’t remember and I have deleted it…) my univ is IPB. Tell me your name…and answer me quick.
Me : ‘why he ordered me around??? Quick? Is he doing something weird rite now??’
So I just deleted his message and put away my keitai…
But now when I think about it… there are many lonely people out there that need a friend and need someone desperately to talk to, and I felt so egoist to not care about him. Maybe I should give him some attention?
Tarou-san… Do you often felt lonely and need someone to talk to? I wonder…
7:09:06 AM
Hahaha… in the end I answered him;
Me : do you want to know my name or need someone to talk to? If the 1st I don’t have interest, but if you want to talk I’m up to it…
Maybe I’m just searching for trouble… I used to get those kind of message but the old me always swearing them for buggered me and leave them alone… but now I think what if he needs someone desperately to talk to or if not he wants to die…? Maybe I can do something…
Then he answered;
Grez : ah what are you thinking about? I only want to have new friend. What’s your name? why don’t you answer!?
I think I had said CLEARLY that I don’t have any interest to have friends through that kind of connection and even before we even know each other he pushed me to give my name. That’s my name and I’m the one who decided to tell it to you or not.
So he’s didn’t need my help after all… maybe I’m just the one who thinks like that… and he must be a very different person with me so … well… bye bye bye….
And after I write those sentences, I smell something burn and OUTSIDE OF MY ROOM ALREADY FILLED WITH SMOKE, all smoggy!!! Jut when I’m about to cook my keitai rings so I ran to my roon and forgot to put out the fire noly because that Grez…. Grr I’m so mad to myself…
Now when I think about it… I always said Tarou-san is so baka when I read his diary entries but the fact is I’m even more baka… at least he never almost burn down his house… ~_~;
~Juwd~
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