Friday, April 13, 2007
6:48:11 PM
I had dream about Tadashi 2 days ago… =3
It’s like he’s in my campus and being a very whiz kid so everyone adores him and so do I ^^;
I was like screaming when he’s walking in front of me so kakkoily and write in my diary about him… then when I’m writing he sitting at my left, I was like ‘Gyaah!’ closed my diary and he’s like …’huh!!?’ then he started chatting with my friends…
It must be because club dam comment I watched… he’s soooo handsome in there… his cheek is not thin anymore… and he looked so yasashii… but Tarou-san still the 1st for me, of course… =3
Oh yeah.. and lately I found that nothing else find to play on my player except Kuro tent 2 that I had watched for over 30 times… I swear I’m not lying I played it for a whole day, over and over again and let it flow while I’m doing something else… I tried to watch HEROES but it’s not fun anymore…I dunno what’s going on with me… I’m just… obsessed.
Few days ago I saw a monochrome calendar … then I ask to myself… who’s going to buy this?? But when I look deeper… I think monochrome is… more imaginative.
It let you wondering about what the real color is… whether the sky is blue, pruple or orange… that kind of feeling.
And I think monochrome resembles Ryutarou perfectly. Everyone who saw him will wonder what he’s really like… what his true colors are. He’s as beautiful as a painting that hide thousands of color inside… and that just kept me wondering forever. I can’t stop thinking when I saw him in lives or in pictures… like these;
I just kept on wondering… what he’s thinking? Why he’s so sad? Even when he smiles? Why it looked like he’s smiling to himself? Is he smiling or not? Why he seemed like holding back tears? And sometimes… he’s just like an empty canvas. Hhhh……..
~Juwd~
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