Monday, March 12, 2007
10:37:30 PM
Trust me or not, I’m in the church last Sunday and imagining if I find Tarou here… I dunno why church remind me of him, maybe he looked so kind, gentle and a real soul healer to me, so church suits him well ^///^ I imagine him sitting there in front of me, wearing his grayish-blue cardigan and white loose shirt, and tears just rolls out. I don’t want anyone too see me crying when the preaches is on, people will thought I have a serious problem in life… or maybe I am !!? @_@ what I mean is he really touching me to the core, and every time I saw cute boys I silently whisper I’m sorry deep inside to him. Maybe I’m just insane…
And these 3days I’m playing KuroTent2 nonstop in my room while typing live reports, doing tasks or tidying my room, but when the scene before SLIDE came up (when he screamed “SHibuyaa….Shibuya ni Minna-san!” I always stopped everything I’m doing and come over to the TV by reflex, like he really call out to me, so I come. His voice is really something…. It can reach every heart like he’s really there for you. And I found out that their concert really made their own world and suck me in so I just played it over And over again and never want to come out again coz it is safe and happy there. I’m started to act like a baby in my mom’s tummy…and I found out I’m starting to act like him;
Watching trees for tree’s branches, whisper a faint ‘kirei~’ then grinned like crazy, daydreaming, planning to buy panda plushie………He has affected me that much… it’s just 6days ago….! I don’t think It’s healthy coz I’m starting to overdose by him… but I like it. I love him in every second and never tired of it.
and he keep me company in my study too, when I’m rewriting my notes… gosh I love him.
~Juwd~
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