Friday, March 23, 2007
4:43:06 PM
What’s this…!? Is writing diary being my habit now? It’s like I’m wasting a whole day to write diary…. But since I know you, Tarou-san… my head never empty. I always think about anything I saw or I felt.
About my problem above, I already have the answer:
I have to do anything else but to happy for her
(yeah wtf… of course if not that what I should do!!?)
I had cried and even Sanbika heard so sad… and there ‘namida’ there too so I cry even harder ^^;
I think about my own life I won’t thinking about it that hard… I’ll just go on with my life and be myself, doing what I truly love. I think the best thing in life is not being succeed, but to be yourself rite? I mean… find your true self and what you’re living for… just like you, Tarou-san. Being yourself through your singing and lyrics… you’ve found yours, and I’ll find mine, slowly. I’m not too sure on that slowly part coz I’m not a patient kind of person but… I’ll learn to.
Haha…
This is the entry I forgot to write…
It’s about cats and dogs.
I drive my mom to buy some food stuff today, and I saw a dog first. It’s running happily at the street, its tails wiggled so merrily, always curious about anything…! Seeing it already made me smile. Last week I saw a street dog too, and when a bike pass by it and give it a kick (I yelled of course) it just sit and stare at the bike which’s going far and far away… just like ‘why are you kicking me? I didn’t do something bad to you…’ I looked at its back and it looked so sad… but the next minute it wanders happily again ^^ dogs are gifted with a very gud mood, ne? It’ s always open and enthusiastic…
And I saw cats… always suspicious about anything, slow and I think… a bit snob, selfish and sly. But the gud thing is they’re soooooo ‘meowy’ and cute too…
Then maybe I understand why they hate each other? Maybe because their behavior is so different? I always thought that maybe long long ago something happened between their ancestors so they hate each other until now? What kind of hatred is it? they had almost the same size (not like with rats… maybe it’s more of predatory thingie) so something must be happened …!
Aaahhh… I have to thank God for giving me a pretty laid back attitude so I can laugh again now… but tonite I ave to wrote her a letter so maybe I’ll cried again, then I’ll go to sleep and happy again. or am I crazy? My mood changes so quickly…!!? Ah whatever.^^
~Juwd~
