My love for PlaTree comes gradually…. Too slow, you can say.
The 1st time I saw them was about 2 years ago… when a friend lent me a compilation of jrock clips, in Aoi Tori is one of them. When the clip started, I saw a big head of a pretty boy, and he’s staring at me O_O
My 1st impression was of course… ‘my, what a bishounen!’ with his hair, lips and all… then the song started and he sings while staring into my eyes. my brain became all foggy-like that time, but my feelings just flew with the melody, softness of his voice, his melancholic eyes… I just can’t take my eyes of him, just like in trance, he’s taking me to the world of his with his gaze and I felt so warm… and at the 3rd minutes… my tears started to overflow. And when he turn his gaze away from the camera I felt something missing like ’why aren’t you look at me anymore?’ The way he sings with bundles of emotions came right to me and I cried. The 1st time in my life a jrock PV made me cry. I felt so weird that time… coz I’ve been a fans of D*G and they never once made me cry by their songs, PVs or concerts. But D*G’s power still possess all my brains that time, but maybe….I had kept Pura somewhere inside coz I played Aoi Tori over and over again while I do my essays… I just don’t know why… It just happened and I never thought so much about it…
I had been a hardcore fans of D*G for a year then, and there were times when they’re touring in Europe and new albums didn’t come out yet, so I felt an urge for something new. And that’s the 2nd time I remembered about Pura after a year… but not only Pura… I had curiosity about the other bands like Gazette, Merry, MUCC, D’espairsRay, Alice nine, and even J-POP ^^; So I watched all of them in the same time, and Melancholic PV catches my attention that time. I just love the PV and it gave me that kind of feeling again, the PV and the way he sings, and the beautiful song too, that I’m sucked into his world AGAIN. I just stare at my TV like a total foolish and when he half sang and half screamed ‘Arainagashite ame…’ , I felt something tugging at my heart.
Next is Mizu-iro Girlfriend. That song just heard like an ordinary pop to me and the clip is pretty simple, but I got this impression about Ryutarou; ‘that boy seemed so kind and gentle…’ but that’s all… coz other hardcore bands hitting my head like a big big rock and drew my attention away from PlaTree, again. So I’m a big big fan of D’espairsRay next.
The 3rd impression was when I search PlaTree’s pics on the net, and I can only find four, 2 of PlaTree and 2 of Ryutaro. The group pic taken from their Kuchuu Buranko PV shoot, where they wore masks… and when I saw Ryutarou, he looked so damn mystical, enigmatic and totally handsome with that mask… then another pic…and this sentence instantly run through my head; ‘Is this boy wanted to die?’ coz I saw his pic lying on the floor with blank expression…I stare at it quite long…but my love didn’t get any deeper than that, coz hardcore music is filling my brain that time, so…. T_T
Until the time comes when I think I’m going crazy. I was broke and I’m sad, and I think I wanted to die. I don’t know why or how… but my hands reaching out for my CD case and pull out a single CD with Melancholic PV in it. I’m not reaching other stuffs which I love and played everyday, but Plastic Tree, which i know very little that time. That was 1st of March, and I played Melancholic over and over again and I gawked at the TV for so long… and I felt my heart at ease. The way he sang with all of his emotions made me feel I’m not alone, that he understands the pain I’ve been through. I started to realize how beautiful he was, with his grayish-blue outfit and the way his guitar swinging on his lean torso… and the way he bang the floor and the mic with all his might… I just love him.
He’s the cure of my wound…the next time I hunt for PlaTree and got KuroTent2 with a CD with 15 PlaTree’s songs compilation in it. Even though I’m not so into PlaTree’s songs, but I felt an urge to play it in my room nonstop… coz when it stopped, I felt lonely all of a sudden. After that came a realization that I love this boy; Arimura Ryutaro, and his voice, after I browse about his personality, lyrics, and pics. And when I say I love him and gonna be his fans, I found out that it’s 6th of March, which is his birthday. So maybe it is fate, ne? ^///^The 1st time I saw them was about 2 years ago… when a friend lent me a compilation of jrock clips, in Aoi Tori is one of them. When the clip started, I saw a big head of a pretty boy, and he’s staring at me O_O
My 1st impression was of course… ‘my, what a bishounen!’ with his hair, lips and all… then the song started and he sings while staring into my eyes. my brain became all foggy-like that time, but my feelings just flew with the melody, softness of his voice, his melancholic eyes… I just can’t take my eyes of him, just like in trance, he’s taking me to the world of his with his gaze and I felt so warm… and at the 3rd minutes… my tears started to overflow. And when he turn his gaze away from the camera I felt something missing like ’why aren’t you look at me anymore?’ The way he sings with bundles of emotions came right to me and I cried. The 1st time in my life a jrock PV made me cry. I felt so weird that time… coz I’ve been a fans of D*G and they never once made me cry by their songs, PVs or concerts. But D*G’s power still possess all my brains that time, but maybe….I had kept Pura somewhere inside coz I played Aoi Tori over and over again while I do my essays… I just don’t know why… It just happened and I never thought so much about it…
I had been a hardcore fans of D*G for a year then, and there were times when they’re touring in Europe and new albums didn’t come out yet, so I felt an urge for something new. And that’s the 2nd time I remembered about Pura after a year… but not only Pura… I had curiosity about the other bands like Gazette, Merry, MUCC, D’espairsRay, Alice nine, and even J-POP ^^; So I watched all of them in the same time, and Melancholic PV catches my attention that time. I just love the PV and it gave me that kind of feeling again, the PV and the way he sings, and the beautiful song too, that I’m sucked into his world AGAIN. I just stare at my TV like a total foolish and when he half sang and half screamed ‘Arainagashite ame…’ , I felt something tugging at my heart.
Next is Mizu-iro Girlfriend. That song just heard like an ordinary pop to me and the clip is pretty simple, but I got this impression about Ryutarou; ‘that boy seemed so kind and gentle…’ but that’s all… coz other hardcore bands hitting my head like a big big rock and drew my attention away from PlaTree, again. So I’m a big big fan of D’espairsRay next.
The 3rd impression was when I search PlaTree’s pics on the net, and I can only find four, 2 of PlaTree and 2 of Ryutaro. The group pic taken from their Kuchuu Buranko PV shoot, where they wore masks… and when I saw Ryutarou, he looked so damn mystical, enigmatic and totally handsome with that mask… then another pic…and this sentence instantly run through my head; ‘Is this boy wanted to die?’ coz I saw his pic lying on the floor with blank expression…I stare at it quite long…but my love didn’t get any deeper than that, coz hardcore music is filling my brain that time, so…. T_T
Until the time comes when I think I’m going crazy. I was broke and I’m sad, and I think I wanted to die. I don’t know why or how… but my hands reaching out for my CD case and pull out a single CD with Melancholic PV in it. I’m not reaching other stuffs which I love and played everyday, but Plastic Tree, which i know very little that time. That was 1st of March, and I played Melancholic over and over again and I gawked at the TV for so long… and I felt my heart at ease. The way he sang with all of his emotions made me feel I’m not alone, that he understands the pain I’ve been through. I started to realize how beautiful he was, with his grayish-blue outfit and the way his guitar swinging on his lean torso… and the way he bang the floor and the mic with all his might… I just love him.
His voice made me safe and at ease, reading his lyrics made me smile and cry. I never pour out my feelings to a single person like this, and Arimura Ryutaro is the 1st who succeed catch my heart deeply. He deserves this so much, coz he’s given me more that I had hoped all this time.
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