Proof of my love

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

10:36:53 PM

I’ve said it JUST yesterday…

Let me tell you the story from the very beginning…

I spent my time at the bookstore and when I’m walking out there’s a small stall to make a custom-made bracelet with names on it…. actuallt that stall already there for about 5 years and I’ve known about it and walk pas it about the 12^th time in my life but this is the 1^st time I stop there and ask about the price and all (I spent about 20minutes to asking only ^^;) then I started to calculate if I buy the very pretty light blue colored basic bracelet which cost 300yen with R_Y_U_T_A_R_O name on it, which cost 55yen a letter, so the total is 685yen, added with about 100yen more for additional accessories…

I DID IT.

When I’m face to face with the counter attendant, I felt so excited and asking so many question AGAIN. but since she’s so nice, she just laugh and answer it all… wuv her©

I’ve decided from the very beginning that it’ll be lite blue for the bracelet (there’re black, pink and green…) at 1^st I hesitate between black or blue but since blue is more Tarou-ish…^^;

Then she asked me what name to make, so I write carefully and slowly;

R Y U T A R O U

She(S) : “Whoa… the name is sooo long…!”^^

Me(M) : “Yes… but it is the name soo…”

S : “Any nicknames?”

M : “Uhnn~~” (Should it be Tarou…?But I still want it ‘Ryutarou’…Tarou sounds like someone else’s name…) Ryutarou is alrite.”

S : (taking out the letter beads) “Is it your name?”

M : (WTF…!? DO I look like a Japanese!? “Nonono… “

S : “From where? This Ryutarou…?”

M : “Japan.” *BIGBIGBIGGRIN* (“Hell yeah… I felt like buying a b’day present for my Japanese boyfriend ^_________________________^)

Then she starts arranging it (Grr now when I think of it I should do it myself…)

Then WE decided that we should took out the last ‘U’ coz it’s too long (what’s with her? She should’ve asked me to COUNT it coz it’ll be more expensive.. but she’s real nice… I’ve never felt this happy with a stranger ^^;) so the total is 760 yen….

There’s my heart© *boink*

Maybe that looked sappy and shabby… but I love it so much…

When you lift it up to the light the letters shine blue… kirei.

Well… realizing that the letters can be take out freely I want to put something hard to make it permanent… but I think it’ll just break it ~_~;

Then I just realized that maybe….

(sappy things comes next)

I want to make it so I’ll never forget him… I’m a type of person who got bored VERY quickly… even all of my friends said that…but he’s done so much to help me mentally so… I’ll felt so guilty if only one day I forget about him. Well he doesn’t know me at all… so it wouldn’t affect him, but… I want it. I felt it. Every single day. So one day I’ll look at that bangle and can once again laugh and cry, even when Pura has disbanded and Arimura Ryutarou is nowhere to find… I’ll remember him, his voice, and his words, and will still keep him safe in my heart. 1000 thank you s will never be enough, Tarou-san…

I can’t believe I’m a sanguine – choleric ^^; maybe I answer uncorrectly at the tests??? well… let’s just call it Tarou Melancholic Virus… TMV…!!?? Whoa… scary.

~Juwd~