Wednesday, March 21, 2007
4:02:26 PM
Lately I found myself (everyday):
- Always write in my Pura diary and neglected my ordinary diary coz my life revolves around Pura
- At the minute I sit on the bus Tarou’s voice always have to ring in my ears.
- When I got home I played Pura on my player then laying on my bed, close my eyes and smiled to myself like ‘Ahhh… kimochii…’ then, Pura played nonstop until I go to sleep.
- Lock my bedroom; turn off the lights, then ‘Ghost’ and banging my head like crazy.
- Love it so much when Tarou sings ‘PISUTORUU ga hoshii..’ with psychotic voice of his
- Always get excited to see wild animals on the street then gawk at them and tried to guess what’s in their little mind
I think I’ll go crazy if someone took Pura and Tarou’s voice out of my life. They’re half of my breath ….
I’m gonna babble on about Tarou’s growling today. I heard a lot of growls before, since I’m a former maniac fans of Dir en Grey and Despairs Ray… so I’ve heard screams and growls in my life… but Tarou’s growls are much different.
He’s not just screams… like i-have-to-scream-in-that-song-so-i-scream … I think because he puts much emotion in it… my heart always jumping when I hear him screams or growls… in Ghost, Psycho Garden, Chibashi… and in that endless-screams-secret-track, on his final screams… like “ARRGGGHHH WAAARRRGGHHH AAARRHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!” like he’s pouring out all of his frustration, anger, pain on the same time and it always get me emotional and couple of times I scream madly along with him, and I’m on the verge of tears coz I can feel his pain. Oh I love you ~///~
on the normal mode, I heard it as screams because of pain like being whipped hard then ‘WArgghhh!!!’ that kind of screams… (made me want to whip him until he screams… nononono… I’m getting out of the topic….) and on the ERO mode… do you ever imagine that Taro will screams like that when he’s…. ummm… I’m too shy to type this…. Forgive me for my ero-ness… but this always stuck in my mind every time I heard it…. where were we? Oh yeah… do you ever imagine that Taro’s will screams like that when he reach… ummm orxxsm? >///<>
I always thought that my love for Tarou is pure without ero things… but the truth is it IS pure *stillpushingthesubject* but add with some of my ero-ness… ahhh… I never can’t be pure like him so… oh well.
he didn’t do that too often but when he did it… my heat will jump out of my chest, and my tears roll out from my eyes. I really want to make a dedication site for him! Faye! Let’s do this! O^o^O
~Juwd~
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