Sunday, March 11, 2007
5:33:51 AM
I’m crying when I wrote this, but something terrible happened at home and it made my emotion and anger which had long I hold back burst out like it never before. I felt like shit and my tears just overflow nonstop, and without even realizing what I’m doing I whispered out once,
‘Help me Ryuutarou’
And couple of times inside my heart. I did it just by instinct; those words just came out from within. Then I took my Discman, letting Planetarium rang into my ears. Now I know why people said Plastic Tree create a magic, not only a music. When Ryuutarou sings, he really spoke to you, and you can really felt it when you’re down or sad. The way he sings was like he understands how I felt and whispering soothing words into my ears.
I'm crying that time and the words
‘Kimi ga nakunaru…’
Rang into my ears. Because that sounds like ‘nakuna’ (don’t cry…) and he sang it like he want to cry along with me, I cry even harder, not because it made me sadder, but I’m touched that someone cares about me when I’m down.
He cares about you through his singing. He shares his pain and takes some of yours away. I know all the lyrics is talking about him, but I’m sure he had this wonderful intention to us. Why? Coz he’s Ryuutarou. He cares about everything even the most things people never laid their eyes on like small flowers, butterflies, children and rain…. Can you imagine how great he cares about you, his precious kurage? When you’re smiling you read his lyrics and cry along with him, and when you cry he cries along with you. I think no band ever had that kind of bond with me and touched my heart so deeply until I want to cry again to the fact that: that kind of band really exist; who can create music to cure our soul when we’re down. That’s their magic, and it just touched me. I hope…. It touched you too when you feeling down and no one by your side.
~Juwd~
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